Friday, 11 December 2009
12:00
i have loads of latent feelings inside me that im holding. i am concern those feelings go against me until even in my not weakest time, those feelings seem to be palpable. To my awareness, those feelings mounted to obstruct. its the feeling i have to indulge my heart. believe me, i would be lying if i say these feelings are inoffensively. i have nowhere else to burst out at. nowhere, i just hope there's a machine to inscribe our feelings at. :')
Sunday, 6 December 2009
14:05
baby, happy one year six months anniversary. :) and trust me, im in love with you.
11:43
briefly, you're just too selfish to admit that you did it. All these times, you represent yourself as the one who stood up right in every corner, the one who submitted no sin at all leaving remnant upon others. yeah right, the neatness of your attitude grows pride within me.
*roll eyes your modesty does make human ashamed. By the time, you cloud them with every mean words, their feelings is the least of your care. you put yourself above everyone's head, you even scream at the top of your lung just to satisfy yourself and the next thing i know, you burst into tears knowing everyone is ignoring you. what on earth were you thinking? if you dare enough to yell, why shed tears? excuse me for noticing them but i cant help it. you're just too coercive to me. what astound me really, your accusation to others becomes a part of you. i dare not to mention that to you but hey, you are way OLDER than me. =)
Friday, 4 December 2009
15:22
everything is just way too perfect nowadays until i am nowhere to find words to explain it. Every circumstances across me just pass flawlessly, its like a music earing me merrily constantly along with smiles upon everyone's face. You made my day elusively under a perfect emancipation. Strength that you lean me onto has such a great harmonious built in me. i can feel the all the massive screams inside me happened years back, all the heartache which were a pain are all hardly to harsh me nowadays anyhow. pardon me to ask things which are impossible for you to do. i can barely put myself to cease from talking impossible things to you. do you know that upon all things on earth that i wanna do yesterday is just to bring the beach home with me? because seriously in my heart, i want to stay that way. Everything, every single sound. your breath, your heartbeat bond with mine, the wind which blows to our faces, the rushed waves, pebbles across the shore, everything baby everything. =') you fillful every empty column in me with your trendious care. it comes to my sense that you're such a bestfriend to me. every mess that i made were such a correct to you. when everything that i talk were a nonsense to others but you made a hardy understanding about it and i have no idea how you read between the lines, how you always do know things going on when i can hardly even realise.
p/s : thanksyou for everything love ♥
Friday, 13 November 2009
23:46
i know i look way ewwww here. :p
swear to god, i cant think of any reason why im soo unhappy knowing my exam has officially ended few hours back. :( maybe because the deep-seated emotionalism of mine arise to the top arousing its spines. not to mention, it sets me silence but seriously, why on earth would i have crush on my Olevel exam when i know exactly how much i hate it. apakan. well, the point is im soo unhappy. guys, i miss us already. :( i dont want any distance between us. please dont let us separate. please please please. :/
Monday, 2 November 2009
12:34
I do wish to be the clutter of your melodious song. :)
The beautiful scenes beneath my heart wont bother you even in a long run.
Sunday, 1 November 2009
22:26
oddly, i feel kinda different. a feeling deep-seated inside me that keeps glowing. im having my exam currently and its going to be ended soon, hence that distract me somehow. i dont want my exams to end. it means there's nothing left to me to study or maybe the feeling of my love towards my study or even fear? whatever it is, this feeling aint right because i usually dislike exam. :p but frankly me, myself have no any idea. these whole weekend been splendid anyhow. :)
p/s : you're the song, i've been trying to sing. :)
baby, happy one year six months anniversary. :) and trust me, im in love with you.
